Grief may be triggered by the loss of a loved one or as a result of a life circumstance.
Many people believe that if you have effectively mourned a loss you will then achieve
closure. The idea that one can “get over it” to the extent that emotions about the loss
are not triggered in the future, is a myth.
The misguided notion that grief is a process that allows a final working through of a loss
is likely the fault of my own profession—mental health professionals who have
promoted this notion in their work with grieving individuals. Any significant loss may
later and repeatedly bring up longing and sadness. Is it because these people have not
achieved closure by traversing prescribed stages of mourning or because they have not
worked through the loss? No. It’s because you never get over loss. As time passes, the
intensity of feelings about the loss will lessen, you might also find ways to sooth or
distract yourself, or you can bury grief-related feelings beneath subsequent emotional
memories. But you’re not going to get over it because that’s impossible: you cannot
erase emotional memory. Besides, it’s not about achieving closure. Instead you have to
figure out what you are going to do when your emotional memories are later activated.
Emotions that have to do with loss are later activated throughout our lives. Usually they
are in the form of anniversary reactions, such as the birthday or death day of the lost
loved one or any significant holiday in which you might want to be with that person.
Reminders, such as visiting a place you’ve been with someone you lost, will trigger a
similar response. Grief can also be triggered by an age-matching anniversary
reaction—when a person’s age matches the age at which a parent died.
One of the reasons that grief is triggered by external reminders is because grief is an
emotion that sends a vague alert to help you to remember, rather than to forget. Even
so, what most people do with grief is attempt to forget—to get over it—which is quite
contrary to the purpose of the emotion. Rather than try to forget, one must attempt to
remember and listen to what the emotion is trying to convey. There are many ways to
remember. You can remember what you learned from the person you lost, remember
what you enjoyed, and you can cry if you feel like crying. Even if your grief is about a
relationship gone bad, there is always something that you can learn by remembering it.
Illustrating how misguided the notion of stages of grieving can be, a woman came to me
for help with the depression she experienced every summer. The depression occurred at
the same time of year when her 12-year old child had died 25 years before. She was
convinced that something was wrong with her because every June, for 25 years, she had
experienced a grief response. Simply knowing that she wasn’t crazy because of the
intense emotion that came up for her made it a bit easier the next time June arrived.
Rather than try to get rid of her painful feelings, she instead did something to remember
Henry Wadsworth Longfellow sums up the lifelong experience of grief in the first 3 lines
of his poem, Secret Anniversaries Of The Heart:
The holiest of all holidays are those
Kept by ourselves in silence and apart;
The secret anniversaries of the heart.
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